I try to look hard through the falling rain framed by my window and I see a kaleidoscope of moments that brings me into this September.
Ah yes, the years have brought me a string of Septembers, true, some in sunshine, some in moonlight, some at high noon, some at dusk, but always, -seemingly always, or more often than not, it would be in the rain. Like now. Well, there had been childlike fun. There had been pleasant surprises. There had been deep regrets. But there had also been glorious turns of events. And the feeling that permeates in me right now is one of curious expectation.
Will they come back in another round of moments - my Septembers?Saying those words that both I uttered and did not which brought to others disappointment - or maybe joy? Carrying out those acts that both I did and did not that caused others heartache - or maybe delight? Or just being what might have been to others either pain - or maybe comfort? I really don't know! I really don't know! But even as I kind of foresee a repeat of the burning rain I have endured, I also hope I will be blessed with more of the rapturous ones I did have a chance to enjoy!
So, I come full circle, - the feeling that permeates in me right now is one of curious expectation!
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