Random thoughts that obtain at the spur of the moment: -conveying recall of time gone, projecting aspirations and preferences for the future, revealing present choices and dispositions, ushering one's heart to aspects unreal.....these make up reconstructed time.
Monday, September 7, 2015
Come full circle
Christmas past, I got the flu. And said I then:
I have fever, I have headache. I feel pain all
over. I feel bad! And he said: Lots of rest,
lots of fluids! Do get well!
So I did.
Now, today, he just said: Don't feel well.
I have fever, I have headache. Think am going
to call in sick. So I ask him: got the flu?
Guess my turn to say: Lots of rest, lots of
fluids! Please get well?
And I wonder if he did!
small stone 2 - Once Upon a Cloud
February 4 - Once upon a cloud
Through my window this cloud,
its backdrop the blue sky makes.
And in this morning fair assumes
a giant bear, then a mountain -
Now it shifts into an open book, into
a wine glass, into a - what's this?
This face outline it now assumes, I just
had in my mind! But it goes, yes, it fades.
Just like time, it slips away!
Like · · · Monday at 10:15am
February 4 - Once upon a cloud
Through my window this cloud,
its backdrop the blue sky makes.
And in this morning fair assumes
a giant bear, then a mountain -
Now it shifts into an open book, into
a wine glass, into a - what's this?
This face outline it now assumes, I just
had in my mind! But it goes, yes, it fades.
Just like time, it slips away!
Through my window this cloud,
its backdrop the blue sky makes.
And in this morning fair assumes
a giant bear, then a mountain -
Now it shifts into an open book, into
a wine glass, into a - what's this?
This face outline it now assumes, I just
had in my mind! But it goes, yes, it fades.
Just like time, it slips away!
- Marcia Weaver and 10 others like this.
small stone 4 - Migraine
February 7 - Migraine
A touch of total darkness,
the sound of drumbeats deep,
the hold of excruciating pain that
rends my head to diverse sections -
leaving me in consummate
helplessness, it makes me cling to
life's one strand of hope for release
from this hellish fire that wants to
consume my thoughts, my feel of
the world, my desire to breathe in
essence -
But defeat swathes me... and I yield!
Like · · · 17 hours ago
February 7 - Migraine
A touch of total darkness,
the sound of drumbeats deep,
the hold of excruciating pain that
rends my head to diverse sections -
leaving me in consummate
helplessness, it makes me cling to
life's one strand of hope for release
from this hellish fire that wants to
consume my thoughts, my feel of
the world, my desire to breathe in
essence -
But defeat swathes me... and I yield!
A touch of total darkness,
the sound of drumbeats deep,
the hold of excruciating pain that
rends my head to diverse sections -
leaving me in consummate
helplessness, it makes me cling to
life's one strand of hope for release
from this hellish fire that wants to
consume my thoughts, my feel of
the world, my desire to breathe in
essence -
But defeat swathes me... and I yield!
- 13 people like this.
- Raquel Castellón This is a heartbreaking stone. You draw your pain with so bright and frightening colours that almost i can feel it. I'm so sorry, Sonja. I hope that you get better soon with rest and love. I send you lovely thoughts of recovery.
- Pam Niles So intense; your words made me tighten. Pain. How to cope? Maybe with the defeat there was some release (the last line?).
- Marcia Weaver Sounds awfully painful, sorry! This reminds me of a Rumi quote about focusing on pain instead of ignoring it. Bringing it to light relieves. All will be well.
small stone 3- Wisp of a Wind
February 3
The school bus is late but I stand in wait to notice
that shifting among the tree leaves in a distance-
The agitation makes a slow progression toward me
and now I feel on my face his touch -
this gentle, playful, wisp of a wind.
Like · · · Sunday at 2:43amThe school bus is late but I stand in wait to notice
that shifting among the tree leaves in a distance-
The agitation makes a slow progression toward me
and now I feel on my face his touch -
this gentle, playful, wisp of a wind.
- Marcia Weaver and 13 others like this.
- Sonja Chan Glad you like it, Cynthia (and Mieke)..my thanks. Truly a heaven-sent respite from stormy winds this time of the year in the east coast!
- Sonja Chan Helen, yes, I think so too! Played with 'movement' and 'displacement' alongside with it but yes, I like your word 'lovely' - thanks!
- Sonja Chan Much appreciate your joining me here as well: Monica, Daman, Judi, Suzanne, Maureen, Nancy, Rosemary, Nicki.....
small stone 5 - Race You!
February 6 - Race you!
From the school bus to that embrace
To now she says: "Race you to the doorstep!"
And I say, "You got it!" So we go -
"On your mark, get s- Hey! not fair!"
She just went running but okay, she's
Coming back, laughing like,- oh God!-
Laughing like the world is all hers
Or that the world will never end!
And under her breath she says, "Just kidding!
Come on, let's start all over!"
So again we go - "On your mark, get set, go!"
And off with the wind she - looks back, though.
And runs to me with arms outstretched,
Ready to lift my prostrate form,
Like she, for the love for me, could undo
That misstep I did,- clumsy, mortifying!
"Please don't die!", this time, she is crying!
"Of course, I won't!" Now, quick to my arms
This angel I take. And seated both we are now
On the driveway, yes, not quite by the doorway
But in each others' comfort,
"Hush", I say, "I'm okay!"
I'm no good at racing, am I?
Like · · · Wednesday at 6:06amFrom the school bus to that embrace
To now she says: "Race you to the doorstep!"
And I say, "You got it!" So we go -
"On your mark, get s- Hey! not fair!"
She just went running but okay, she's
Coming back, laughing like,- oh God!-
Laughing like the world is all hers
Or that the world will never end!
And under her breath she says, "Just kidding!
Come on, let's start all over!"
So again we go - "On your mark, get set, go!"
And off with the wind she - looks back, though.
And runs to me with arms outstretched,
Ready to lift my prostrate form,
Like she, for the love for me, could undo
That misstep I did,- clumsy, mortifying!
"Please don't die!", this time, she is crying!
"Of course, I won't!" Now, quick to my arms
This angel I take. And seated both we are now
On the driveway, yes, not quite by the doorway
But in each others' comfort,
"Hush", I say, "I'm okay!"
I'm no good at racing, am I?
- 15 people like this.
- Sonja Chan Thanks, too, Pam...racing kids should be a sport, too? lol! But thanks again for the love!
- Sonja Chan Maggie, children do give such inspiration for writing even in very common occurrences in life, don't they?
- Mike Smith My 6yo boy can now run faster than me, but to my 3yo girl I'm still invincible. A magic time. Well written Sonja. Thank you.
- Sonja Chan Thanks, Mike! So kind of you. But watch that little girl of yours... she'll go faster than you in no time!
- Mike Smith No time at all Sonja, which can also be said of how quickly my parenting time shall vanish.
- Sonja Chan I know! but you can brace up for the next level of it, you know.... - how's about grandparenting?
- Mike Smith That's not going to happen anytime soon, as I've lined up all the older cousins to keep the boys away for the next 30 years or so. haha
- Nicki Jelly Maskelyne I love this stone.
My 3 year old son beat me to the front door today and was so excited that he had won he felt the need to announce it loudly to the world. I attempted to look sad as if I wish I had won and he quickly said 'Oh it's OK Mummy, I know ...See More - Sonja Chan Welcome to the club, Nicki! Mike was just kind of on the same line of thought.. children do bring us to a world so joyfully pure and fairyland like we wish (and try to do funny things so that) it went on forever! But that was a nice story you have, too, tfs. And thanks for the kind comment as well.
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