Saturday, April 30, 2011

The Wrong Envelope Reopened

(A Short Story)

        The sun was now setting,  gloriously red,  proclaiming the close of another day.  The fragrant afternoon breeze dominated the atmosphere and the birds began to take themselves to shelter.   Linda picked up her green coat,  thrust both letter and envelope into its pocket,  and walked out of the room.


        That afternoon of some two years ago was one afternoon she had tried so hard to forget.   But well, at the moment, she just got in her red Ferrari and  was on her way to the dry cleaner's to pick up that same green coat.   Not having worn it for some time now, she decided on it for the Cocktails  later this afternoon where the staff was to welcome the new Junior Vice-President of the Company.   Before joining the party, however,  she had wanted to drop by the bank to have rectified a couple of transactions gone haywire. Then would she
proceed to the dry cleaner's.  A short glance at the clock assured her she had a good hour before the affair.   "A lot of time,"  she muttered under her breath,  so she pushed a button  for some soft music and  kind of leisurely, she  drove on.

        As the impressive facade of the bank came into view,  Linda started to maneuver her car toward  the parking lot.  She was one of the Company's Department Heads but this was one office mess she couldn't delegate to her secretary.   She had  contacted  the Bank Officer with whom to take the matter up and thus she hurriedly went on her way to meet the appointment.  And as it turned out, just a couple of minutes later,  time was on her side.  "Thank heavens things went on smoothly,"  Linda half-whispered as shortly afterwards she  found herself walking back to her car.

        Now, to the dry cleaner's, she thought, as she turned on the ignition.   To the dry cleaner's for her coat.   Ah yes, the green coat!   And her mind carried her away to that last afternoon she had worn that green coat..... that very afternoon she had tried to forget.  

        Earlier during that afternoon,  she remembered having received a letter from Fred  -a young man she had met at another office party then.   The days after had  found them discovering they had  so much in common and so much to talk about...so much to enjoy together and so much to look forward to.  She had found him intelligent and unselfish, among other things.... a wonderful guy she could have loved.  But it was just that - a close friendship between them.  There were times, though, specially when they'd be seated at the park relishing ice cream like kids,  or by the seashore watching the sunset like lovers,  - that she would wonder if he loved her.  She would wonder through all the sweet, open thoughtfulness he had for her if he loved her.  But there were no answers at all.   As it apparently was, they were definitely friends.  Just that.

        Strangely to Linda,  therefore,  after she had carefully opened the envelope, Fred was here addressing her,  Sweetheart!  She was confused at first - naturally!  But as she read through the letter, it dawned on her that the letter was meant for his sweetheart and not her.  Here was Fred professing his loyalty to this sweetheart by telling her about Linda and the many things he liked about her.  Here was Fred writing to his sweetheart that he could have loved Linda but she, his sweetheart was first, and that nothing would change that.... and that they were going to start with their wedding plans the moment he got back home to her.  Here was Fred letting his sweetheart know that he would just send Linda a note thanking her for being a wonderful girl.   But little did he know that he had switched the two letters and placed each in the wrong envelope! 

        Linda's reminiscing was cut short as she skidded toward the red lights.  She took in a deep breath as she tried to let go that same listless feeling she had after reading Fred's letter,  but she could not.  She silently scolded  herself for her inability to forget.  She loved to think that she was indeed good in a lot of things but darn... she simply was no good in forgetting!  Now, there went on the green lights.  So on to the dry cleaner's she drove.  After paying for the service, she hanged her coat inside her car and  again,  turned on the ignition.

        In her beige outfit, Linda had now on her green coat  and was entering the reception hall at the office building.  She barely caught up with the welcoming ceremonies for the new Vice-President of the company because the President was now introducing him.   She inched her way towards the platform for a closer look at the new important person who was acknowledging the applause with a beaming smile, yet with eyes seemingly raking the crowd in search for somebody..... - till they finally found her own in a locked moment.  Linda froze.  She held her breath in disbelief, ... in an unexplainable disembodying sensation... -  because  right there just a few heartbeats away was Fred!

        In what seemed like forever,  she stood there not knowing what to do  - until a hand gently took her arm and  carefully led her out into the open air.   It was Fred's.  He managed to cut himself away from the rest to get to Linda,  his left hand clutching  two glasses of champagne.   A couple of meters away from the noisy but festive group and standing under the moonlight,  Fred wordlessly offered an equally speechless Linda one of the wine glasses.   As frenzied emotions held time in much the same way  their eyes held each other,  one of them had to break the spell.   For want of some movement, thus, Linda kind of mechanically reached into her coat pocket just as Fred deliberately started with,  "Something you must know, Linda... -that very day I left two years ago, remember?  That was the very day I began to work my way back to you, believe me!"

        Linda then felt something in her pocket but she replied trying to divert the topic, "But nobody knew the new VP  would be you!"

        "Part of the arrangement with management!",   was that a wink or just a twinkle in his eyes?

        Now curious as to what it was she touched in her pocket,  she brought out a letter envelope.  "The letter!", she exclaimed in her mind.  And Fred seeing the bewildered look of Linda reached out to hold one end of it.  She had forgotten that it had been in her pocket all this time.  At the dry cleaner's, they had smoothed out the crumpled letter, inserted it back in the envelope and put it back inside the pocket.  And as Fred slowly recognized his penmanship on it, Linda too so slowly asked, "So how did the wedding go?"

       Fred's turn to look bewildered... "What?.... How?...."  Then and there did he realize that he indeed had switched the letters.   But  he went on as his eyes once again held hers,  the envelope now crushed again - but now in both their hands ..... "I couldn't get married to one who had gone off with another even before I got back, could I?

        Linda couldn't decide which of two feelings was dominant in her now -joy for herself or sympathetic sadness for Fred.  But to her pleasant  surprise, Fred's countenance brightened instead.  The wrong envelope reopened had confirmed where on the true loyalties were actually anchored.... and where to the true love reciprocation really  belonged.

                                             
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First of May

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Meditation on Easter



The Resurrection.....


        Jesus rose from the dead.  With it He conquered death,  defeated Satan,  sin,  and the world,  and gave new life to mankind.   The joy of the risen Christ is greater than pain.   The hope that comes from His resurrection is the victory over our own fear of dying.


 After the sabbath, as the first day of the week was dawning, Mary Magdalene came with the other Mary to inspect the tomb. (Mt. 28:l)    


The angel came to the stone, rolled it back and sat on it.  (Mt. 28:2)   


Then the angel spoke, addressing the women:  Do not be frightened.  I know you are looking for Jesus the crucified, but He is not here.  He has been raised exactly as he promised.  (Mt. 28:5-6)   


He has been raised from the dead and now goes ahead of you to Galilee. (Mt. 28:7)  


On the evening of the first day of the week, even though the disciples had locked the doors of the place where they were... Jesus came and stood before them.  Peace be with you, He said. (Jn. 20:19)   


In their panic and fright they thought they were seeing a ghost.  (Lk. 24;370  


He said to them, Why are you disturbed:  Look at My hands and My feet; it is really I.  (Lk. 24:38-39)  


At the sight of the Lord, the disciples rejoiced.  (Jn. 20;21)  


Peace be with you, Jesus said again.  As the Father has sent Me, so I send you.  (Jn. 20-21)  


 I am the resurrection and the life; whoever believes in Me, though he should die, will come to life.  (Jn. 11:25-26)



         Let me pray in thanksgiving and in praise,  giving glory to the risen Lord.   Let me offer to the Triumphant Prince of Peace,  all those in despair,  those who have lost hope,  lost faith;  that in the Resurrection of Jesus will be their own future.   He is The Way and The Truth and The Life.    



From:  An Hour With Jesus

Friday, April 22, 2011

Meditation on Calvary





        The story of your passion and death has been with us for many centuries.  Still, it is difficult, Lord, to truly comprehend the awesome tragedy of that event.  How can we really grasp the meaning of it all?

        The Promised One, the Messiah, He who was to redeem mankind, was rejected by the people He came to save. The One who came to give all of us life to the fullest was deprived of His.  Perhaps, Lord, we wonder why the people of that age could not recognize who You really were.  How could they not perceive the signs?  Then again, perhaps we don't recognize who You really are today either.  We often deny Your presence simply because we can't physically see You.  And surely, evil could not be any greater then, than it is now.

        But the sequence of it all, Lord. It was not enough to condemn You or reject You, or even take Your life.  You had to also be subjected to ridicule, scorn, torture, scourging.  They had to make a mockery of Your kingship by pounding a crown of thorns into Your head.

        Could it have been that pleasurable for the people to watch You drag the instrument of Your death to the place of crucifixion?  What human need was fulfilled witnessing You stumbling, falling, scourged, as you labored to carry a heavy cross past crowds of jeering people?  Were some of them the same people you had earlier taught?  Or healed?

        How can someone truly grasp the agony of crucifixion?  The hours of pain?  Jesus, can You please help me to understand the reality of Your suffering and death as an act of redemption for me, and for all mankind?  Can You please help me to understand the power of Your act of forgiveness from your cross?  True God and True Man!  But the True Man suffered true human pain and death - for His people!


From: An Hour With Jesus

Thursday, April 21, 2011

Meditation on Silence



        "What is true silence?  It means more than just the absence of sound .  You are silent, Lord.  Ever present, but without fanfare, without noise, nothing added to enhance Your presence, Your beauty, Your majesty.

         Lord Jesus, how do I find true silence, especially in Your presence?  Help me to become an empty vessel - a truly empty shell, void of all distractions, all thoughts, and in total quietness.  Then I think I could really hear and feel You speaking to me.  Then I could be silent and  You could talk.

        But I can't seem to reach that point all by myself, Lord.  I need Your help.  Send the Holy Spirit, as You promised, to create that empty vessel and then fill me with those gifts.  I need to hear Your words, seek Your will, accept Your love and forgiveness.  Show me how to find true silence.

        Is it in the heart and mind, Lord?  Is it a true mental and spiritual stillness, not based on any physical attributes?  Lord, that I might concentrate only on you; then my heart and mind might find that stillness."  


From: An Hour With Jesus 

Saturday, April 2, 2011

Writing Rules

(Thought-Random)


the only          
12 ½   writing rules
                           you’ll ever need                

1.   If you write everyday,       you get better at
 writing every day.        2.   If it’s boring to you,
it’s boring to your reader.       3.   Get a writing
routine and stick with it.  4. Poetry does NOT
have to rhyme.       Poetry does  NOT   have to
rhyme.  5.  Resist stereotypes, in real life and
in your writing. 6. Writers read.  Writers read 
a lot.Writers read all the time  7.Make lists of
your   favorite words   and books    and places  
and things.8.There doesn’t always have to be
moral to a story. 9. Always bring your note-
book.  Always bring a spare pen.    10.  Go for
walks,   dance,   pull weeds.       Do the dishes.
Write about it.     11.   Don’t settle on just one
style.    Try something new.         12.  Learn to
tell both sides of the story.     12 ½. .      Stop
looking at this poster.     Write something!



Thanks, Frank Cimatu